Just some random stuff

Dear Diary,

Life is really unfair. Its biased and totally partial to its favourites. How else do you explain this “player’ who has slept with every thing remotely resembling a woman, and then insisting that he “deserves” a virgin for a wife and then **gasp** getting one. I don’t get it. Oh well, we wouldnt really know if she is a virgin now, would we? Oh please God..just this once, I’ll never pray for another non virgin in my life again..please please please..let her not be a virgin..in fact..go ahead God, break a leg, make her a slut. Pleaaaaaaaaaaaaase!! That would be just so perfect. See, the question is not about virginity here..its about hypocrisy. I mean, you cry yourself hoarse about how overrated virginity is and is the pioneer for premarital sex and all that and when finally your turn comes to get “settled”, you decide to push all your so far staunch beliefs to the deepest darkest corner of your cupboard and formulate a new set of beliefs to swear by. Now if this aint hypocrisy then I don’t know what is and whats worse diarykins, is that when you ask him about the double standards, he brushes the question aside by saying, “Its a guy thing, you wouldn’t understand.” What the fuck? Take a second and explain this to me, so what is it about a man that I don’t understand here? what is this “guy thing”?? Is it the Tom Cruise philosophy,Respect the cock, tame the cunt? Seriously, do you even for a second think we don’t get that? do you think we don’t understand your alternate heart down there? You think we don’t get it when you insist that you think with your heart? And I hate the double standards, you want an adventurous girlfriend who’s game for most things but when it comes to a wife, you want a nice innocent homely type. Well, get over it. We can play the ‘nice innocent homely type’ very convincingly, you see.Β  Well, I dont mean to be disrespectful to all the men and I know that I’m making sweeping generalisations here, but wth diarykins, I feel vindictive today! Grrrrrr..

Oh and Ive realised that pain makes me think about the weirdest things. That, and that my threshold for pain is abysmally low. If I dint know better, I would have thought that my tolerance for pain is receding every month. Not far is the day when I am gonna pass out from pain from an ant bite. I wish I was a lil more like S who says she enjoys pain. Oh yes, she like piercings and tattoos more for the pain that goes with it than anything else. I dont wanna be like her, I dont wanna ever enjoy pain, but I cant help wishing I was more like her in terms of the tolerance for pain. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrgggghh!! Child birth!!! I think I’m gonna just pass out from the prospect of so much pain. 😐 😐

And bout those weird thoughts, yesterday I was in pain (Long story..I almost died..more on that later) and in between the whole painful experience, I couldn’t help thinking, how If I walked on my hands, my pee could actually flow inside and how my bladder could literally blast from being too full and how then my blood would get mixed with my pee and I would have stinky blood and how my blood wouldn’t be the nice shade of red it is now. I also remember reminding myself to check out the shade that comes when you mix, light yellow with red. And then I became paranoid, cause for more than a couple of years, I have become obsessed with having colourless pee and I keep drinking truckloads of water to ensure that and now with the whole pee in blood scenario, my obsession has become a necessity, that is, if I don’t want my blood to loose its lovely hue. So ya, like I was saying, I get the weirdest thoughts when I am in pain.

In other news, my friend A got married. Honestly, I never thought she would get married. Why? Cause I never thought anybody could stand her. Well, she ain’t that bad and she’s mildly pleasing in short bursts but for life is a lil too much. I know, I know I sound bitchy, but this feels nice. Really! Anyways, I guess nobody is unbearable. There is somebody to bear everybody. That’s comforting, don’t you think dairykins? I think I prefer people bear hugging me, to just bearing me. Oh and A, I know you are gonna read this. Well, you always knew this is the way I felt about you na? So chill and have an exciting honeymoon. Rock on \m/

Thats about it all. I love you diarykins and I love you more for patiently listening to me rant. You rock chicki!!! Muah!

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  1. hahaha!

    I, one of the Dairykins, Second you missy πŸ™‚
    it was, erm, a perfect rant, may be someday i will tell you what i thought of when i was down with fever and pain, maybe it IS the pain that bring weird thoughts.

    about hypocrisy? someone wrote and i copy-paste!

    “Conversation in abundance
    Eluding the shadow attached
    Concentration on a reflection
    Duality and a facade readily matched

    -Safire Soul.”

  2. Hey…this was one really angry post. Ive havent read an angry post since a long time now

    yup, we’re surrounded by hypocrites everywhere. different standards for ppl out of their homes, and different at home.gues u cant change em. all u can do i pray that no one falls prey to such an SOB.hell, praying aint gonna help either

    Keep posting

  3. @asby

    Oh yes, I am so looking forward to your weird thought. I bet its gonna be the same as mine πŸ˜› or atleast similar..


    Its not just an angry post..I mean, there are outbursts but its not all angry.. 😐
    and pray? against hypocrisy? Chris, sweetheart, are you losing it? lol..
    You dont pray, you lash out against them in your blogs.. πŸ™‚

  4. You know what would be worse than marrying a virgin? A virgin who doesn’t like sex, a virgin who doesn’t know sex.. a virgin.. who doesn’t know a blow job and bites off his precious organ and chokes on it, when he pushes her too.. I think that would be more poetic a justice than marrying a slut who’ll probably be in all probability be a star at fucking.. A StarFuck.
    See? It isn’t worth praying for a StarFuck for him, unless she is loaded with herpes and other disgusting sexually crippling diseases.

    And what’s all that talk about pee and blood?! What have you been doing to yourself?!

  5. Hey,

    I have never ever read such an angry post in my life.
    Its totally uncensored yet quite thoughtful.

    One liner of Tom Cruise was amazing….

  6. A. 😐

    A? 😐 😐 😐

    Ahem 😐

    Oh and hypocrites rule. The good guys mindfuck themselves wondering when they’ll get justice while the bad ones live life like nothing happened. And thanks to that qayanaat concept and so forth, life gives them exactly what they want. Makes you wonder why they keep getting away with it.

    And keep tomtomming about them cruises.

  7. I think our actions shouldnt be influenced by what others do and beget as a result. we all should have our own set of principles


  8. wierd but good u wrote it…more needs to be written on hypcrites…

  9. Some guys are just plain hypocrites. Screw them!

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